Family and friends



***more people need to be like this***

 I wish people would relize I aint a bad person. I try to be there for them when they need me... but they are never there when I need someone... It hurts, I take time to be there fro them but they can never take time for me... when I need someone.

There is just those few people I can talk to and lean on when I need someone... They know who they are. Love you guys, and I am always there for  you. If you guys need anything let me know I will always be here and no matter what anyone says... I LOVE YOU <3

I really want to thank my Mom. She has been there for me threw a lot. I couldnt ask for a better person to help me out of the slumps i get into. She is sweet caring and an awesome lady. She has been threw so much and is still so strong, there are no words I could ever use to explain how awesome my mom is. I can't believe that after all the hell I have put her threw she still loves me the way she does. I also want to thank my grandparents Dorothy and Elvin, they have done a lot for my mom and I. I couldn't ask for better people in my life they are always there for me. I can call on them for anything. They mean the world to me Love you and love everything about you guys.

I will never forget all the good times I have had with my friends, and family. I miss the ones I don't get to see everyday but they know I still Love them with every bit of my hart :). I will always hold them in my hart

WOW. What a day. I find out from one o fmy dads friends that his mom my grandma is in the hospital with kidney failure. I dont even know how long she has been in there or what exactly is going on.... IT HURTS. I am going to lose it. I want to just cry. NO one knows how hard this is for me with my depression and stuff as bad as it is... Why must things always happen to me... it never ends.. The last time I seen her was a while back in walmart. It was really hard cuz she seemed like she couldnt remember me whitch was really hard and it broke my hart....

its so true